I probably started thinking too early today. I couldn't sleep last night, didn't fall asleep really until well after 4am.

Had a job interview, went to show them that I can type and that I'm not an asshole to people I'm working with, and that was that. I have to go back tomorrow.

I'm in the perfect mood for the night I'm about to live.
I'm in the kind of mood where too many people or too many thoughts floating in the air around you can be disrupting. I want to have a long, dark, eventful conversation with myself, tonight.

I'm logged in to a chatroom, and I sit and I wait. I dont want to talk to anybody really, but I'm sitting there, because that is what I always do.

Something bad happened, and it changed the way I feel. People aren't as good as they seem, but they usually aren't as bad as they seem, either.

Either way, I'm still left here, alone, talking to myself.
I wish Joey was online, I need to talk to him.
Robb might be able to talk to me, but... He's at school and I don't want to bother him. I'm not really sure what I need to talk about, though. I just need to talk.


Today we took a walk
up the street
picked a flower
climbed a hill above the lake
secret thoughts were said aloud
we watched the faces in the clouds
till the clouds had blown away
were we ever somewher else?
you know its hard to say...
I never saw blue like that before
across the sky
around the world
you're giving me all you have and more
noone else has ever shown me how
to see the world the way i see it now
I...
I never saw blue like that