I think I'm dangerously close to becoming some kind of mindless demon that feeds on the sexual desires of others.

Nothing sexual ever meant anything for me, ever, I decided. It was all bullshit and always will be nothing but bullshit. I try to find the good, I try to rise above and stop hating and being so damn bitter, but every time I do, I get a slap in the face.

There's a point where a person can't take it anymore.
I'm pretty sure I've reached that point.
If you're reading this, and if you have any sexual desires at all, I'm telling you now to watch out or I'll make you sorry.

I owe you pain.