Tuesday, February 08, 2005

what causes us to break down and choose to love again?

Is this a need that each of us has worked into our very DNA? Or is this a social demand that we choose to meet, time and again, though logic would tell us to walk away?

Either way, the end result is what I feel.

I suppose the problem is that there is never any trusting or denying what I feel. All I know is that I feel it. Reason is something that is lost on me, lost in the fuzzy benign shroud of life.

What I feel is the need to no longer be alone. To open my heart and share those parts that so rarely are invited to be shared.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

It is through change that we are able to define ourselfes and decide what we will become.

That having been said, I feel like things are beginning to pick up. I'm beginning to realize that I'm an adult now, and that life can be as interesting as we let it be.

It's interesting when it starts to feel good again. When a cooling trend is over, and the freshness comes back. Spring is on the way, with green leaves and fresh air for all the people to breathe.

be healthy.